If I could explain to anyone what I’ve been dealing with …. This is it.
I didn’t feel I had had a traumatic past. But the anxiety and depression and anger boiling up out of me said there were things that I needed to look at.
So I did.
And seeing the pain that I had minimized away and spiritualized away … HURT.
It still hurts.
But God wants me to see it because he wants a better Wendi. A better wife. Daughter. Mom. Friend.
He is demanding it.
I will be so amazing and
F
R
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On the other side.
But looking it in the face is
H
A
R
D
I am not blaming anyone other than Satan and SIN for this CRAP in the world!!!
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