Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Oh well ...

Negative IVF #4. Can't really think of anything else to say so I just want to share song that's been ministering to me. Gabbi, if you know how to link this to the song online, feel free to blog hijack and link it for me. :)


John & Wendi


"Mountain Of God"

Thought that I was all alone

Broken and afraid

But You were there with me

Yes, You were there with me

And I didn't even know

That I had lost my way

But You were there with me

Yes, You were there with me

'Til You opened up my eyes I never knew

That I couldn't ever make it

Without You

Even though the journey's long

And I know the road is hard

Well, the One who's gone before me

He will help me carry on

After all that I've been through

Now I realize the truth

That I must go through the valley

To stand upon the mountain of God

As I travel on the road

That You have lead me down

You are here with me

Yes, You are here with me

I have need for nothing more

Oh, now that I have found

That You are here with me

Yes, You are here with me

I confess from time to time

I lose my way

But You are always there

To bring me back again

Sometimes I think of where it is I've come from

And the things I've left behind

But of all I've had, what I possessed

Nothing can quite compare

With what's in front of me

With what's in front of me


Anonymous said...

Wendi and JB our hearts hurt with you. Love you dearly, mom and dad k

Amy T. S. said...

Love that song. I'm so sorry, Wendi. Love, Amy

Anonymous said...

John and Wendi, I am so sorry for your loss. May God hold you both in His arms of love and bring you the healing and hope that only He can bring. When I faced similar days, there was a poem I memorized and tucked in my heart. I'm sure you've read it before, but I think it's a good reminder to all believers of our Heavenly Father's love and care for us.

My life is but a weaving, between the Lord and me;
I cannot choose the colors. He worketh steadily.
Oft times He weaveth sorrow and I in foolish pride,
forget He sees the upper and I the under side.
Not till the loom is silent and the shuttles cease to fly,
shall God unroll the canvas and explain the reason why,
the dark threads are as needful in the Weaver’s skillful hand,
as the threads of gold and silver, in the pattern He has planned. (Anonymous)

Anonymous said...

i cried listening to that song...
and for those little ones we will meet someday in heaven...
and for you...
we do not cry as those with no hope ...we have eternal life with Christ in undending joy...but we do weep when there is something to weep about....and with those who weep...
how we love you...how deeply proud we are of you two... we are entrusting you and your hearts to Him and His never ending love... me 4 oom 2

AW said...

Wendi and John, I'm so sorry. I know this hurts. So I'm still praying.


Anonymous said...

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God. For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows. If we are distressed, it is for your comfort and salvation; if we are comforted, it is for your comfort, which produces in you patient endurance of the same sufferings we suffer. And our hope for you is firm, because we know that just as you share in our sufferings, so also you share in our comfort.
2 Corinthians 1:3-7

Tara said...

I am so sorry.

Anonymous said...

We're shedding tears in Indiana too... We love you. Aunt Linda & Uncle Bob

Anonymous said...

Dear John and Wendi,
I am so sorry to hear your sad news. God has mighty plans for your lives. He knows what is ahead for you both. My husband and I struggled with PCOS and infertility for four years. We now have five beautiful bundles of energy and joy. God knows the plans that He has for you. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you.
God Bless you both. We also have four babies in heaven.

In Christ,