This was an article I read online and was a sharing of grief that really ministered to me.
Friday, September 13, 2024
A grief note
Thursday, September 12, 2024
365 Days of Rest #46
Tuesday, September 10, 2024
365 Days of Rest #46
Below, I have included pictures from the Ballet Magnificat! performance of Strategem.
Folks, I LOVE me some Ballet Mag! but Wendi was t-i-r-e-d. The plan was for Aunt Hannah Kotynski to take the five girls in our families to see this. And I was all for it. It was on a Sunday evening -- late -- an hour away -- with our biggest day (Monday! Homeschool cooperative!) the next day.
And ... Hannah Kotynski gets sick. Blahhhhhhh! )Blah for her AND blah for me.)
But, I should have known God had a plan. He is such an amazing God. He wanted me at this ballet! (If you want to see a VERY quick overview of the play, you can do so here.)
This play was about the good guys (God!) and the bad guys (Satan!) but moreso, the battle that occurs over us (his people!) Specifically we looked at areas of VANITY, GREED, and the big one for me: MENTAL HEALTH ... woah. I was spoken to ON SO MANY LEVELS. I just watched thinking: "They've captured depression SO BEAUTIFULLY. That's really how anxiety feels. My oh my."
This ended up being my P-E-A-C-E and R-E-S-T for my Sunday. Which is shocking because I didn't want to go.
GOD wanted me there. And he made sure I went! :) Below, you can find some pictures of our evening!
We ended up connecting with our friend Alyssa and her mom, Jenn, at the show. Alyssa dances with Abigail and goes to our church.
Front row seats!!
Ana with one of her counselors from BALLET MAG! Ana was injured this year and couldn't attend the summer intensive ... happy/sad tears here!
With another one of their favorite counselors!
Monday, September 09, 2024
365 Days of Rest #45
The link above is the first of a sermon series from my cousin, Josh Huisman, who is a pastor at Brentwood Community Church in Brentwood, Tennessee. Josh and his family came to visit us last week, and we discussed this upcoming series at length. I was, again, in awe, that God would parallel my journey YET AGAIN. He would confirm all the things I am learning. He would show me that HE has been leading me from the beginning to get to the root of the thinking that I had and how it was affecting me for DECADES.
Mondays are H-A-R-D here at the Bauernhof. We do our homeschool co-op, and are directly involved with a lot of aspects of what goes on despite the fact that I stepped off the Board last year. It's a beast of a day and lots of other activities are piled on top of that day to lead to EXHAUSTION.
But despite that, I found a way to sit on my parents' porch. (This is not really their porch right now, as, right now, our friends the Dunhams live there. So I think, for the next year, I'll call it The Dunham's porch.) I found a way to sit on the Dunham's porch and color and listen to this sermon and hear ALL THIS TRUTH ... ALL THIS WISDOM ... ALL THIS CONFIRMATION of this journey I have been on.
I plan to listen to each of Josh's sermon over the coming weeks/months, and I will be sharing them here. I can summarize this one by saying: "Why, have we as Christians, decided that we cannot GRIEVE? That we cannot be sad?" Why can't we share with God the deep aches in our hearts?!
Sunday, September 08, 2024
365 Days of Rest #44
These are me at a baby shower. I brought the Pomegranate (Abigail had a ballet rehearsal). My friend Rachel came with her two daughters.
Saturday, September 07, 2024
365 Days of Rest #43
A bit of an artsy photo. But this is me reading at the local splash pad during our friend Tristan’s (Anni’s daughter’s) birthday party. This is what focusing on rest does for me. It tries to find the peace in non-peaceful moments …
Friday, September 06, 2024
365 Days of Rest #42
Thursday, September 05, 2024
365 Days of Rest #42
Wednesday, September 04, 2024
365 Days of Rest #41
I’ll do another post featuring pictures for the Pomegranate’s birthday later, but here is one quick group look:
You can carve out tiny moments of rest in every part of your day. And if I could combine these moments with good eating and getting exercise, I might be a perfect human.
Tuesday, September 03, 2024
Monday, September 02, 2024
365 Days of Rest #40
That’s their second oldest: Jordan. Tyler is away at college. He is a junior at Western Kentucky University. (My alma matter!)