We Bought a Farm: I hope I never get used to this

JB and his dad and one of our WWOOFers, Tymen, just headed out to put down one of our pigs. It was this pig's time. But I hate it. I hate them getting the four-wheeler and getting the gun and getting on the four-wheeler and the whole thing.

I appreciate what we are doing. I appreciate that we want to eat meat and want to eat meat raised ethically and appropriately. We want to be in touch with our food. We want to understand that eating meat is not to be taken lightly. It makes me even more uncomfortable to eat any meat that isn't raised the way we want it raised.

But I just wish I could snap my fingers and it was packaged in our freezer. Not my favorite days. :(