John Kenney died today.
I happened to be driving up to Toni's house to deliver a present to Cali at the exact moment the call came in that he had gone home to Jesus. Someday maybe I will write and share all I feel about this tragedy and my role in it. I will talk through the emotions I have had: guilt, questioning, selfishness, anger, frustration, not understanding ...
But today I simply grieve with Toni for the loss of her husband of over 40 years. I cannot comprehend. I cannot comprehend for Toni. I cannot comprehend for little Cali whose life has already been such a hard one. Why him? Why today? Why? Why? Why?
I know he is celebrating with Jesus and his body is working exactly like it should. But I am sad. I am not sad for me as I truly didn't know John much at all before this tragedy. But I am sad for my friend and the loss of someone she loved so dearly.
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